Keep your eyes wide open and trust no one, listen to it all, embrace the beauty6:26 PM
I'm having fun these days, pretty much. Despite the fact school starts in 9 days exactly,starting my job today and my school peers going on a four day excursion without me (OK, It's my fault I'm not leaving with them, but I didn't want to go in a first place, and the reason I've written it down here probably sounding terrified and disgusted at the same time crying my own eyes out is because I wanted to sound patethic and make you think I'm just another girl crying over everything and acting bitchy all the time and making that way too creepy dramatic acting-thing scenes and stuff.)
I'm having fun, as I started.
I haven't entered my home for a week now, and it wouldn't sound so odd to me if I'm in a completely different country, or city at least.I'm about 3 and a half miles from both of my homes, but it's like whole another Universe, to be weird and honest at the same time.
Sleeping for about 4/5 hours a day was kind of bad idea at the end since I've been sleeping for almost 11 hours, and that is the fact that won't let me sleep normally the next night.
But you live only once you know, and you just have to use every minute and advantage and all of it at once and enjoy the moment, every moment you have is like white paper, and it's really up to you if you will just leave it like that, and remember nothing, or take pens and watercolors and markers and coloured pencils and make it amazingly beautiful and worth remembering.
-speaking of having nature adventures all the time for the past few weeks, wearing this would make me nature queen of dopeness for wearing wicked clothes combination while trying to climb on the rocks or something like that, which is kind of harder while wearing heels, but that's life -
Nature and hanging out and fooling around, smoking at 5am while freezing my butt off, watching midnight previews and laughing way too hard while driving between corn fields just thinking how funny it would be if driver missed the road and we all end up like mehanically pressed dough for bread between corns, having Doctor Who marathons and not so sucessfully trying to be Jamie Oliver is what my last few days are consisted of.
No, we were not trying to burn the school playground out and then escape running headless (new word, I believe, huh?) hit by adrenaline rush. We've just tried to set that campfire and tell creepy stories about ghosts attacking you while asleep and blonde evil little girls who are actually demons(speaking of that...One word... Damn, just damn.)
Oh, and the first photo?
We were just exploring castle and surrounding kept in private property.
No, I'm not taking drugs or trying to get arrested. Neither do my friends.
And that shoes shown, they may not be the best choice for climbing or wandering through the woods, but you will have one perfect piece of a weapon against snakes or giant twelve legged and thirty eyed spiders to kill them, for sure.
You will never fully understand mindset of people around you if you don't discover yours.